Jack Michael Postma you are 11 months today. I am absolutely obsessed with you. I can say that, I'm your Mom. You are one funny little Bear and you make me laugh all the time. I don't know when I have ever smiled this much, and I've had a pretty darn good life, but being a Mom beats it all.
Let's see...you still aren't walking but you are walking around all of the furniture and will take a few steps if your Dad and I put you in the middle and entice you to go back and forth. Mickey Mouse Clubhouse is still your favorite and now you dance to the opening song and "Hot Dog". You also look at anyone else the room to make sure we are dancing as well. Nothing is safe in the cupboards or drawers. Oh and the toilet is so very interesting, I just think you miss the pool:)
You have 6 teeth that I can see. Your blond locks are growing in more and more every week, and getting a little darker since we haven't been in the sun as much.
The Red Wagon is your favorite mode of transportation and you just always want to be outside. I make sure to take you on at least one walk a day as well as to the park. In the afternoons we sit the backyard too and throw Dutchie his toys. Dutch is your best bud and you two are getting along together much better.
Sleep, there is more of it! Bed time is between 7 and 8pm, and our wake up call is between 5:45 and 6:30am. You do stir a little in your crib around 4am, but I am sorry little Bear we just let you cry it out. Naps are a guessing game everyday. Usually a morning rest for 30 minutes, and an hour afternoon nap. On very active days you will throw in an extra for your Mommy around 3pm for 45 minutes or so. Night time routine is dinner, playing and story time, bath, and then we turn on your play list and rock you for few minutes before putting you in your crib. You always cuddled us to sleep before, but now you fall asleep on your own. For naps you have to "cry it out" for a couple of minutes, you just can't settle yourself but I know that you are tired!
You give high fives, kisses, and now wave good bye. Mama, Dada, and Papa come out frequently....we are working on Mimi! Jack you are great at going to other adults and we are working on how to nicely play with all of your buddies.

IT WAS A BIG MORNING! Today was my first morning in 11 months that I didn't breastfed. Yesterday you could tell that Jack really wasn't interested at all anymore. 11 months was always my goal. It has been one of the hardest things I have ever done, and I am pretty proud of myself that I committed to it for 11 months. Breastfeeding is tough work but totally worth it. It is the best thing you can do for your kids, and while I had to sacrifice my body, I gave Jack the best start I knew I could. Plus I didn't have to go back to work and Jack is my only child, so I had the time. Everyone has different circumstances and I know it isn't possible for all Moms to nurse, I am really thankful that I was able too. I'm going to miss how I was the only one that could comfort him. It was such an amazing bonding experience. But that's what little boys do, they grow up.
Now you are drinking whole milk and you love it. You eat A LOT. I try to get you lots of fruit and veggies. Homemade whole wheat waffles and muffins are a daily staple, as well as yogurt and cheese. For dinner you get bites of what we eat, or I save you leftovers from our meal the night before and give it to you. Feeding a baby is hard! I plan on doing a post on that later to get ideas:) Of course you get goldfish and cheerios for snacks. I am very proud of what a self feeder you are.
One of the biggest changes this month has honestly been how much you learn. We show you how to use a toy and then you get it. In the morning you remember where you left something the night before. It's funny. You are still a big drama king when we say "No" or don't give you what you want. And that big bottom lip you stick out...it both tugs at my heart and makes me laugh.
This is turning into quite the post...but you are doing so many new things I just want to keep track of it. I feel like you are growing so quickly now!
I love you Jacky Bear with all of my heart!